You dont have to tell me the answer

Have not been here in about FIVE mounths!! Woah! That is all I have to say! There is so much to say, but I don't think I can. Anyhow, my mind just goes blank so here is a poem to help fill the space.
I will never leave your side,
Everything will soon be over,
Don't notice the pain,
Just hold on to this night,
I will be at your side forever more.

All the memories I hold in my mind,
Don't compare to what is now,
You will never have to fret about my tears,
I cannot cry around you,
You are what I hold dear,
Nothing can come in between.

You are who you are,
You don't have to fear the sunlight,
Just walk with me and you will see,
You are just as good as all the rest,
I will never leave your side,
Because you are always so kind,
Remember as you let go,
That I will always love you.

What do you think? Is it sappy or what please tell me, that is if anyone has read it! I will try to post more than just poems! :) See you er talk or write or what ever soon!

It is around 4 am and I cannot sleep. I have had a lot on my mind lately, as Festival for Orchestra rolls around. I have found out something that I am confused of, My ex is pulling some bullshit over me and I really want to avoid him, but he is always there you know. My friends are really begining to annoy me. They keep spreading gossip about everyone else and telling it to me. I don't care. I have also heard from another friend that her friend told her that he likes me for more than a friend, it is so fucked up. I just want to scream INCONCEVABLE!! *random moment* Anyone have any ideas that i could use for A b or c?

Just 'cuz I like to wear black, does not mean that I am vampire or goth. Well let's see. As my first play, Anything Goes, it is hard work but it is better than going straight home and working on homework (yeah right), that's just getting being bored out of my mind. What is worng with this guy in my 2nd block skinny classes? Gawd he punches me in the back every single day. My reaction, go to he*l you fuc*ing b*sterd!!!! but he only does it harder..what should i do (without becoming the class snitch? 'cuz i know that if i tell, he'll beat me up...:|)
How do you let go of friends? Ever scence this guy friend of mine that i have been close to since 7th grade got a girlfriend, he has cast me aside, like a lurking shadow. (he's gotten kinda rude too). how about that. Everyone that i get close to finds some reason just to get away from me, i guess i am a desiese.
Well the first thing that crosses my mind when i hear a russian word is WHAT???0.o
that is the wonderful language i am teaching myself with the help of a few books and an internet website, this place is so useful!!! i know afew words...nol...zero,....But it is in weird type letters.
I really do not like Algebra...it makes me so mad. first you have your equation, then all that other jazz...

Happy 2006!! Today is a cold, rainy day. I kind of am looking forward to returning to school. (Call me a geek, why would I care???) The reason i am writing is because i have anything else to do. Oh well, wish you well.

it is so chilly outside it looks like it is about to snow....damn jack frost!!! some weirdo in 4th block stole some candy that was for a fundraiser for the orchestra program...guess who is going to pay for that one... i am just hanging out at the library....and i just watched an anime film called princess madakaya...or how ever you say/spell that one. well i shall let you go back to what ever you where doing...:)

chours rules and the sky is blue...mondays suck and the rainy days rule...
i am at the library and i am kinda cold...why? oh i was just dancing in the rain...
anime rules and board games are dull...

never go to sleep at 3am and attempt to start your day at 9am...it just makes you cranky...
anyways...i am at the library...(in case anyone cares...)
tomarrow is monday (duah...)
anime rules....(basically what i was doing till 3am...and watching AMV3...(and another one that i cannot remember the name....)
i suck a DDR....that is all at the moment

what looks fun??? rolling up the contents....
amanda's house rules!!
my avatar is going to appear when i feel like it...yeah that lazy...12:21am is the time...(22) okay i hope you find my rambling intresting if not sorry for the time you wasted. ^_^